And here I am OMG it is all out there in front of me. This is what people see! I asked the hubby why he didn't tell me that I had gotten fat. Of course we all know that was a double edge sword. His response 'Honey Love you no matter what. I love you the way you are' What a sweetie. Some hubbies would threaten divorce if their wife got to lookin like this. My butt used to be the big part of me and now it seems it has vanished into nothing. This is the start of my journey down. Down in weight down in size, just down. I am hoping that some one out here in blog land will know my battle and either need the same help or has been there and can offer words of wisdom for me. I plan to post my daily food and drink and exercise routine. all this starts tomorrow Oct 1st it is the day to downsize! I am in hopes that since I have put all this out there that it inspires me to want to look better to show you 'There don't I look good now'. Of course I know that those comments are a long time off but.......it has to start. So this is my start!
Today is my 52nd birthday and I am fat! How did I get that way. Why did I get that way. I was teased as a child and called fat all the time, OH how I wish I was 'that fat' again. But today I realized I am fat ok really obese. I never felt obese and everyone said oh no you aren't fat just chubby, big boned, plump. No come on people I am fat. This is my journey
Friday, September 30, 2011
Welcome to the Real World
Yep the real world. I am fat and I need, no I have to do something about it. Today I turned 52 and stepped on the scales OMG 284.4! I don't see myself as that big. But that is what it said. So pics were needed.
And here I am OMG it is all out there in front of me. This is what people see! I asked the hubby why he didn't tell me that I had gotten fat. Of course we all know that was a double edge sword. His response 'Honey Love you no matter what. I love you the way you are' What a sweetie. Some hubbies would threaten divorce if their wife got to lookin like this. My butt used to be the big part of me and now it seems it has vanished into nothing. This is the start of my journey down. Down in weight down in size, just down. I am hoping that some one out here in blog land will know my battle and either need the same help or has been there and can offer words of wisdom for me. I plan to post my daily food and drink and exercise routine. all this starts tomorrow Oct 1st it is the day to downsize! I am in hopes that since I have put all this out there that it inspires me to want to look better to show you 'There don't I look good now'. Of course I know that those comments are a long time off but.......it has to start. So this is my start!
And here I am OMG it is all out there in front of me. This is what people see! I asked the hubby why he didn't tell me that I had gotten fat. Of course we all know that was a double edge sword. His response 'Honey Love you no matter what. I love you the way you are' What a sweetie. Some hubbies would threaten divorce if their wife got to lookin like this. My butt used to be the big part of me and now it seems it has vanished into nothing. This is the start of my journey down. Down in weight down in size, just down. I am hoping that some one out here in blog land will know my battle and either need the same help or has been there and can offer words of wisdom for me. I plan to post my daily food and drink and exercise routine. all this starts tomorrow Oct 1st it is the day to downsize! I am in hopes that since I have put all this out there that it inspires me to want to look better to show you 'There don't I look good now'. Of course I know that those comments are a long time off but.......it has to start. So this is my start!
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